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January 2,2007
Dear Goddess,

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Was, as usual, very nice to see you again, yesterday.

If you just need someone to listen to you for a while on any subject, Iapos;ll gladly lend an ear.

Iapos;ll pay for the coffee, if you just need someone to talk at. Name the place and time.

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Have a great week and a nice New Years Eve.

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Regards,

Your Servant

Her response was "Thank you�"

These are the notes I attached:

I believe this email prompted a dream that I had last night.
I wrote down the major points of the dream while waiting for the car to be repaired this morning.
[ The Service department did not have the correct parts and after 45 minutes they had to reschedule for this friday at 8 am.]
I will copy what I wrote and try to not embellish it with new thoughts prompted simply by the retelling.

-----Had�a dream. I called�the Goddess�and made an appointment to see her ( followup on coffee email request)

[ There were two versions of the meeting in my dream, one was at a coffee shop and the other was at her home].
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Probably prompted by second year non invitation at New Yearapos;s.

Decided to "come clean"
Explained that I was a female worshipper.
I was for my whole life.
I am also a transvestite.
She had made the correct decision/choice years ago.
I am "dense" with people.
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My want would be to prostrate before her and beg for a moment of her time to speak.
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I recall almost leaning forward and kissing her when we hugged at Christmas.
This is the second time I had felt that urge.
I started to and stopped. ( that is second time in my memory for this behaviour).

I fully appreciate the warm secure embrace that she offers.
I always wonder if this is for me or just her standard hug for everyone.
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I also recall asking that from this date forward, I should genuflect before her and lick her middle finger or gently suck on it each time we meet.
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I recall being at the coffee shop/diner and asking if she would mind providing a tampon.
She did by removing one from her purse and placing it on the table in front of me as the waitress passed by.
I picked it up and went to the restroom.
I inserted it and walked back to the table.
I showed her the empty wrapping materials.
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I wanted to ask for a tampon to insert.
She would ask that I do this each time I visit and am requested to show her the empty wrapper before Iapos;m allowed to sit.
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I explained about a womens "nectar" and provided a plastic cup with a cover.

She would offer me a cup of her urine as my refreshment.
I would sip until completed.
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I would prefer to sniff her panties ( the ones she was wearing).
Maybe I would re-organize her intimates drawer or
she would have me take the panties and wash and return them.
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I would tell her that I masturbate.
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